I am annoyed with the constant tv that's playing at the undisclosed location. It drives me crazy. Also the dog drives me crazy. He still barks at me.
Today we'll go for a walk and to the farmers market. Yesterday we went to see my bestie in Goleta.
I am stressed about too many things.
--my student loan (they need more documentation before processing my income-based repayment)
--the Social Security hearing that's happening in mid-March
--doing lunches for Shut Down Creech and not knowing if people will help
--pleasing the lunch eaters
--the final walk through for the apartment moveout
--the tv driving me crazy
--the dog driving me crazy by barking at me, sniffing me, etc
--Dad barking at the dog
--the going-away party and are we supposed to decorate and how about music?
--packing and getting rid of things
--saying goodbye to friends
--whether all the stuff will fit in the trailer
--fear of snapping at the friends who will help us
--fear of losing it
--getting services in Las Vegas
--getting a psychiatrist before my meds run out
--paying for car registration in Nevada
--if a jerkish person comes to live with us
--lack of control
Okay, that's enough for now. I will list more as they occur to me.